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Calling it a shitty weekend would be a gross understatement, but I’m too hollowed out to...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 11:25:50 -0400

Calling it a shitty weekend would be a gross understatement, but I’m too hollowed out to articulate the exact nature of this weekend’s shittiness.

In fact, I shouldn’t be bloggin about this right now, but I’m doing everything to avoid a) talking to people about my feelings and b) fully repressing my feelings, so this is an unhappy medium.

On Friday, I didn’t get a job that I had a promising interview for.

This morning, my grandmother passed away.

Tomorrow is Father’s Day, which is always a bit like pouring salt into a bleeding wound for me.

And the strange thing is (beyond the fact that I’m sorta holding it together right now, but that could be shock) is that each successive thing is making the preceding one a bit more bearable. I mean, I was horribly upset about the lack of job offer yesterday, feeling in my bones that I’m never going to amount to anything and will die in debt, but losing my sweet grammy this morning puts that in perspective. And then, thinking about my dad’s death a few years ago puts my gram’s in perspective, because that was the worst moment of my life and I feel like I don’t have it in me to ever grieve as much or cry as much or feel anything as strongly as I did during that time. But again, maybe I’m just not processing. Maybe it’ll all hit me at the funeral and I’ll crumble, but…

I don’t know. It’s a shitty weekend and I don’t know what my point was earlier. Maybe something about cold comfort and the mantra of “it’s not the worst that could happen. You’ve been through that already.” Anyway.

I bought shoes to wear to her funeral yesterday, because I knew she was going downhill fast. I wonder if that jinxed her. But I don’t believe in jinxes. I have to go buy a black shirt or something. It’s fucked up that I’ve done this whole buying funeral clothes before the loved one dies and buying funeral clothes after the loved one dies thing before. FYI, the former is worse. Sure, with the latter, you’ll roam the aisles of the shop like a zombie, but with the former, you can’t help but feel sort of like a circling vulture.

Right. That’s about all the unburdening as I can handle right now.

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Fri, 14 Jun 2013 17:07:45 -0400

Source: The Day of Reckoning Has Come!

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 16:38:35 -0400

Source: The Day of Reckoning Has Come!

I am officially a light weight. Gone are the days when I could drink half a bottle of Scotch and...

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 19:49:49 -0400

I am officially a light weight. Gone are the days when I could drink half a bottle of Scotch and live to regret it. No, now I am drunk off a single bottle of hard cider. It’s a sad, sad thing.

But probably good for the diet.

And the budget.

And my mystique.

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Happy birthday, Hugh Laurie!

Tue, 11 Jun 2013 14:58:20 -0400

Happy birthday, Hugh Laurie!

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aikainkauna: redxluna: dicktouching: quarterservant: im-sewen...

Mon, 10 Jun 2013 19:22:02 -0400

aikainkauna:

redxluna:

dicktouching:

quarterservant:

im-sewenteen-sir:

andiamburdenedwithgloriousfeels:

iamboredletsshootthewall:

imjohnlocked:

thefinderconfession:

Michael Fassbender, James McAvoy, Tom Hiddleston & Benedict Cumberbatch as Uni flatmates.

Is this real?

And Andrew Scott (x)

Reblogging this every time

this is AMAZING.

SOMEONE WRITE A SCIRPT.

AND SEND IT IN.

AND MAKE THIS HAPPEN.

And Then You’ve got the Neighbors:

No uni’s complete without the professors ;)

I will make this happen before I (or they) die.

I second that motion.

And then there’s the drug dealer:

that made it.

gambitgrl: [requested by ma-belle-evangelina] Cap asked what...

Mon, 10 Jun 2013 14:37:23 -0400

gambitgrl:

[requested by ma-belle-evangelina]

Cap asked what happens when you take away Stark’s armor.

WELL NOW YOU KNOW.

Dear Sunless Tanning Lotion claiming to be odorless: You are a lying liar who lies and now I smell like a Frito.

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 14:37:12 -0400

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